Love remains the same..

i jus heard dis song for d first time..not knowing d title or singer to it n it jus hits me straight..i wonder why..hmmmphh..for some ppl..its easy to forget someone u used to have feelings for but for me i guess they are all remembered..be it abit,alot or even occasionally..love does remain..whether same or not dats a whole new side..but boy does dis song gets d best of me..

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me want to run till' I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We should've had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

its been tough ever since d year started...i wonder wat have i done to deserve such treatment..hmmphh..be too nice, ppl climb over ur head, backstabs or jus dun treat u nice bak..be friendly, ppl take advantage..be too generous, end up broke..work end up spending more..open up to love, gets shut down..close to love, gets confused..seriously i dunno wat else to do..
CAN PPL JUS B LESS TROUBLESOME...sheeshh

my mood swings r gettin worse the pass few days..but somethings i jus dun get it..where have all d good ppl gone to?? seriously..

I AM DONE PRETENDING

LOVEBUGGEDD??

As most of u know ive started workin at Starbucks..so far its been great..learnin new stuff n i dun mind workin in dis line for a while..but d sad part is i caught a flu after working jus one day..satpai rite..ive been tryin to figure out wat made me fall sick..but i still dunno which can b d actual reason..weird..i know..

partly i blame for d late nites ive been having..d other reason is overworking myself n not drinking enuf water n too much coffee intake?? hmmmph..but even wen i sleep earli, i have d habit of wakin up in d mid of d nite..for god knows wat reason..eager to c msges?? i dunno..n after dat have dreams dat im not sure i wud wan at dis point of time..where confusion is piling up in my thoughts..dreams i wish would come true because everyone deserves to b happy rite? wat more cud a girl my age ask for..besides more dresses n shoes..some may say i overthink things n taking things too fast..but some things r jus beyond ur control..its not like i asked for it..it jus happens..

i appreciate ur concern but being supportive is no harm rite?? den again ppl see from a diff perspective which is often beta than my perspective cos i tend to wan my way n my way onli..its jus sometimes u wish somethin bad happens so dat somethin good can happen in d future..karma..but i guess in my life bad things jus cant quit from happening..(yes im aware there's other ppl suffering more than me..)

i mean wat happen to being nice n ull b treated / repayed well?? i dun c how me being nice helps..all i get is a whole load of S*** from everyone ard..n they ask how come i have issues with everyone n not how come everyone has issues wit me? seriously..

now it jus seems d other way round..be d B**** n u'll b noticed n get wat they wan n den jus dump ppl like trash..where's d logic in that..for god sake b grateful n not b a B**** ..doesnt mean u get everything u wan means u can treat ppl however d hell u wan..sorry if u cant stand wat happened..all i know u were worse n way more disgusting..so u got no right to b jealous..well at least u got d slight feeling of wat others felt towards u..but IM SO NOT LIKE YOU..MISS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..(im not referring to one but a few)..

i jus cant take it anymore d way ppl are these days..so much for being lovebugged now i jus feel frustrated..sheeeshh..


ps: i realli hope u get over her soon so dat u can live ur life n b happy n worry-free from her ridiculously-out-of-control-life..