You're my Everything

Yesterday being Palm Sunday n World Youth Day, the mass was animated by the youths..So during homily, they came up with a skit..the skit was done to Lifehouse's Everything..they did exactly like the Mission Baltimore group..it only too 5 minutes n it touched many ppl including mine dat is..below is d link for the skit done by Mission Baltimore..will let u know once d Kajang version is up..=D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfrbIleVf58

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the truth is, d song not only touched me spiritually but emotionally s well..so obvious rite? if not i wudnt b bloggin abt it..=/ so ya..we all need God in our lives but there's a saying in the Bible that Love is d best among all..n theres a special commandment where it says love one another as i have loved you..means its not wrong to think of God n of someone you love at d same time..neways straight to d point..wen d song reached its climax/gempak/loudest part, tears came to my eyes..not only have i been a BAD catholic lately but aso i knew something/someone was missing..like i said, im bad with words..=/ so here r d lyrics to interprete how i feel..

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
somewhere i wish i cud get to b4 its too late

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
without you, i wouldnt've been able to do wat i did

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
but somehow i still end up falling
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
only you can make my heart turn around like a rollercoaster ride

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
i need someone to direct me where to go n wat to do
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

*this part was where my heart jus stopped*
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
for once i want something different than wat i had in d past
and that makes you everything..everything dat ive dreamt of..

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

:: floriferous ::
In spite of the aches and bruises
It hurts even more not having you around

i

It's all about the Climb

today has been full of thinking s well s sleeping..its amazing how tired u can get jus by thinking..=/ s always wen thinking is in d process..songs somehow relate to u easier? the words jus hit u right in d head.. and thank god i found some inspiration to jus keep going on..cos giving up jus wont get me where i want to go or get wat i want..so YAAHHH..dis song is by Miley Cyrus entitled The Climb..

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
there was a time i really felt a dream i had wud come true but like dat voice..ive not reached it n may neva reach it..=(

Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
every step i were to take i had to go over in my head for so many times n often end up not taking any action..which totally sucks..i wish i was s tough s my thoughts n s everyone sees me..=/

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
i realise that not everything belongs to us..there will b a time where i know i have to give in n jus hope for d best..

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
it does make my heart ache..but wat can i do but jus hang on n keep a strong face rite?

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
ntg is greater than d fun times we had together..im gonna miss them once u're gone..both of u

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

Whoa a oh oh

:: floriferous ::
lost & insecure
wondering where were you

:: the turning point ::

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

~James Morrison Broken Strings~

when something begins,
there's always its ending.
love remains
in the hearts of the faithful
love grows
in the hearts that hope
love ends
when all hope is gone
life still goes on
with that little bit of faith left
for sometimes its all a big surprise


~:: floriferous ::~
* longs for that serenade*

So Small

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

So small
by Carrie Underwood

Every challenge is designed by God to help us grow and develop. Get up and learn every time you fall. DO this and believe that God create you in his special way and you'll do well in everything
-mike lau-

I'm glad to b home but some things jus dun disappear overnight..

What do you say to taking chances?

hi everyone..its realli been a while since i last blog..thousand apologiz..was realli reluctant to blog at first but whole day been gettin signs n so finally kris talked me into blogging..so here's a question..have u ever felt so close to someone/a few ppl dat u feel dat u will neva b able to live without them nearby or ard?? cos i need to know if im d oni paranoid one ard or not..


so neways..keep hearin so close n yiruma's river flows in u n kiss the rain today..n mind u, its like bak to bak..so wen it happened d second time, i told kris n she said it was a sign..wat sign i aso dunno..all i know i got pretty emo both times after those 2 songs..

but anyhow..was in malacca d past 2 days (sunday n monday) wit Kristine n Christopher..kris n i have been plannin to go malacca jus for food for sometime now n we finally made it dis year..thruout d whole trip ive manage to gather some thoughts to myself while i was seating in d backseat..

like how it all begun..wat will happen wen they both leave for studies..where will i b sent for uni..will things still stay d same between d 3 of us..will i ever get another chance..will i stop being emo..will i continue falling..will i stop being angry..wat are d chances..will i ever get d chance to say wat i feel..

there was alot running thru my head thru out d trip..to an extend i end up sleepin on d wrong bed..yeah..

bak to malacca, we started our journey abt 8.30 after bkfs in mahkota cheras..n we reached malacca town by 9.40..it was a smooth journey cos there werent many cars on d road..sempat camwhore wit driver aso..lolz..
so since we cudnt check in, we headed to town first n visit d stadhuys monument..parked opposite st francis xavier's church n walked across..cudnt resist d nice setting in front d christ church n so it was time to face d camera..
and then it was d stairs climbing..all d way up st pauls hill..which we oni found out a day later dat it connects to the A'Famosa..=.="

once up st paul's hill..we took shots wit d old remains n walked ard lookin for a nice view to take shots..it was a very windy n nice place to hang out..all of us were reluctant to leave..=P
after dat it was time for a drink..so walked over to jonker street for some cendol..The Authentic Nyonya Cendol..yeah..we were so earli dat d guy asked us to wait for 10 mins..lolz..

after dat we got some junk at jusco n den headed to check in..due to d heat, we decided to go soak ourselves in d swimming pool..jumped ard n splashed ard n came bak into d room to get some rest b4 d long nite..
at abt 7 we left for dinner..which is the famous Satay Celup..went to d wan dad brought me some years ago..line wasnt dat long but had time to camwhore tepi jalan..hehe..once we got our tables we sat n ate abt 15 sticks each..yes we're not such a big fan of satay celup..still wonder how ppl can eat up to 50 sticks..jus scary..

den we headed to menara taming sari where we wasted 10 bucks on a 7 minutes ride..haha..lucky thing we manage to get a FEW nice shots..if not realli wasted..once we got down, headed bak to Jonker street for d night market..kris n i got ourselves a temporary tattoo of a butterfly which is pretty awesome..wudve asked chris to get one but i think he might jus run off n neva come bak..hahaha..n later i got myself high on Kampai which is a non-alcoholic fruit drink while waiting for my durian cendol..yeah..dat was abit insane la ah..u can check it out in kris' facebook albums once its up..

after gettin my phedora for jason mraz =)

after dat we headed bak to our apartment..d ride home somehow switched my mode..maybe it was d time or somethin..im not too sure myself but it realli got me thinkin on stuff dat i mentioned earlier..but once we got bak n started drinkin, i KO-ed d first..we oni played d devils deck n truth or dare..having oni 3 ppl, d tendency of losing is higher..lolz..so yeah..had high hopes thruout d day but in d end slept with difficulty breathin,heart pumping n on d verge of burstin out into tears on d wrong bed..sighhss...

woke up earli in d morning to switch off d light but end up waking up both Chris n kris..=/
chatted wit kris for a while n den slept off at d couch till later in d morning..woke up d earliest, got myself ready n woke up d rest later on..

at abt 11.30 we checked out n headed for chicken rice ball at jonker..everyone was still pretty quite n stoned..kris n i had difficulty finishin 5 balls wen chris did 10 without a problem..=/
after dat we decided to head to A'Famosa..which after climbing up MORE stairs dat its actually connected to the Stadhuys building..=/ they were both on St Paul's hill..so din do much up there but take a few more pics n get burnt by the sun..=p n after dat we decided to head to the A'famosa water park in alor gajah..had to use mdm GPS cos neither one of us knew how to get there..n d route the GPS took us was jus out of our knowledge la ah..hehe..so we kinda ended our Malacca trip there..spent a couple of hours there b4 headin bak to Kajang..

eventho it was oni a 2 days trip,one thing for sure, i wouldntve spent that holiday with anyone else besides Kristine n Christopher..

a best friend and a friend who i still wanna know more abt..

the sun may rise and set on opposite sides,
but i do not wish this friendship to quit from rising each day..
you both are my pillars that i will hold on
through mountains steep n high
through valleys deep n low..
though we may part but i will invest faith to keep us strong..
You who have always been there for me no matter what..

You who have captured my heart in indescribable ways..
no matter how you guys drive me up d wall
my love for you will still remain..

=)

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heard dis song on d way bak from malacca

Celine Dion
Taking Chances

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world,
but Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
(Im tired of falling)
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
(jus maybe)
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
(im willing to take dat risk jus for u)
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There’s nothing like love to pull you up,
(nothing love cant heal)
When you’re laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don’t know much about your life

And I don’t know much about your world.

(i would love to know more if onli u let me)

~SO CLOSE BUT STILL SO FAR~
floriferous out
after 2 n half hours