Hate is a mean word >=|

have you ever..

..wanted something in ur life so bad dat ull do anything for it?
..waited for something so bad dat it doesnt matter how long it takes?
..wondered wat it wud b like to have someone there for u whenever u call?
..had a dream dat felt so real you want it to happen?
..felt so sad but you cant cry bcos everyone is watchin you?

..had someone who u'd miss when he/she doesnt msg?

well here's someone who've been in dat position..n its realli a FML situation..
ME!


i hate how you make me smile like an idiot readin ur msges
i hate it how you make me torn wen i was alredi confused
i hate it how you cud talked to me more than before
i hate it how happy i get wen im wit you
i hate how you laugh
i hate how u neva fail to make my day
i hate it how i still think of you tho ure not ard
i hate it i cant move on wen im suppose to
i hate how you smiled at me
worse of all

i hate the fact that i dont hate you, not even a little, not even at all?


i wish u best..
id still be here for you n this i promise you