Friday, 7 March 2008
WEE hooo...HOLIDAY!!! =)
Wednesday, 5 March 2008
The Way LIfe IS..
and u're all alone in the room
a day of pleasant moments draws to an end,
one waits restlessly for the breakin of dawn,
to have memories to ponder on.
the night dawns
and all worries are laid to rest
but reflection rises and fills up the mind.
Negativeness often drowns the thoughts of one
sadness filld the lonely soul
but in reality friends are abundant full
and one looks up to the stars
wishing life was better than wat it is
the sun may rise on the beautiful morn
sorrows and pains may not end in the morn
but anxiously waiting what the day brings in the morn
old ending: (happiness, joy, love and peace
is what the heart longs for
living life like there is no tomorrow
will get u by and make LIFE better much more.)
new ending: (with a bit of help from kris)
gone were the yesterdays
but dat is wat no one can take away
as one awaits the dawn of a new day
d journey of LIFE continues on its way
(sounds much better =))))
Sunday, 2 March 2008
Spirit...
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy
you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll
be fine without you
Yes I will
[ Chorus: X2 ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
29 Days of Feb...
my favourite no
my birthdate
(its not in feb for those who dunno)
combination is equals to my birth-month
(n also like card-ing wen gamble cos it brings me luck)
my volleyball jersey no for one of d year in high skool
n it makes ma birthdate a nice no =P
29.11.1989
d month started wit preparations of Chinese New Year..where i found n got myself my first cheongsam..well i wore a few but non of them were mine..*sighzz* so after kris told me she saw a laced wan in ISETAN, i told myself if oni i can find somethin lidat..
so one saturday after some appointment i think *tryin to rmbr* drove mum, dad n myself to The Gardens Midvalley for d first time where we had lunch at Flying Chillies which happen to b a Thai Restaurant..
after dat walked ard n since there was ISETAN, was hoping to find d cheongsam kris was talkin abt..n taddaaa...found it..but was afraid wud get d same color s kris, so while tryin in d fitting/zipper room i was talkin on d fon wit kris..talk abt multi-tasking..hehe..mum said i look young n sweet in d lavender wan but i said i wanted dark n elegant..so decided to get d wan both my dad n i chose..=p n i was a happy gal for d whole day..came home n took a pic of it some more..
so den i think it was Chinese New Year alredi..but on d eve, tragic struck for me mum..(dun worry ntg bad happened to her) jus dat her smart boss who was dumb enuf to release bonus on dat day, mum who had half day leave had to stay till abt 5.45 to finish up d bonus sheets for d staffs..so at first wen we reached her office, sis walked in her room after goin to d washroom where mums boss was in there, n he said sorry had to hold bak my mum..bull shit doubt he's sorry..he's most prolly happy he can get his bonus but dumb enuf not to think dat d banks have alredi closed at 4+ dat same day n it was 5+ aledi...DUMB SELFISH BRAINLESS LAWYERS..no offence kris n those who r or soon to b lawyers but some of them are..
den my bro's turn to go up..n finally i went up n she was done..hurray..cos i was starving..was keepin my stomach empty for d dinner..
so we left mums office for dinner in Ampang waterfront restaurant..food was alrite..but they were chasing us cos we were late ma..n they had second sessions at 8 i think..so waiters were bringin out food like they were chased by dogs..(dun mind d exagerations)
after dinner we headed to granny's hse..at first all were like lazying ard, till d mahjong table n cards came out..den we had sessions of ginrami(i think dats how its spelled) n blackjacks on d dining table..dis year i think luck wasnt realli on my side..so lost 20bucks on eve..d nite ended quite earli..ard 10+ i was bak home d..
so next day..was CHINESE NEW YEAR..oni me n my parents went for mass..so woke up quite earli to get ready n all..was a bit difficult to walk in my cheongsam..cos i think it shrinked abit after washing..but it was fine after a while..attended mandarin mass which all d years i hardly understood nor pay much attention wats happenin except d part where d priests give away ang paus =p din stay long after mass cos mum had to come bak n cook..so came home n changed n off we went for uncle's place in ampang..d usual lunch n gambling sessions..bad luck again..lost ard 20bucks..shessshhh..
den dinner at Royal China in Jalan Ampang..dats where craziness of d Lam family for karaoke's rose..everyone was excited to c d room equipt wit tv n karaoke set..so wat else..all nite singing..ballets,rock,rnb songs..u name it we sang it..hehe..n after all dat, we took pics n dis year d best family portrait..
mum n dad so lovingly..=)
their last years s ang pau receivers..=P
bro mum n me..
sis in laws to be
happy family..
cousins..
happy happy familia..!!
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well b4 she left, after skool i went to Brickfields wit kris to order food but d store was closed..so detoured to the gardens to get parking tickets for kris assignment..
i saw a handbag dat was posing in front of d glass window...d design was diff den d other guess bags i usually see in d market..wat else, checked d price n it was ok n decided to get it but kept d wallet i saw in mind..it din struck me dat next door was shoes..after buyin oni i realised but jus walked pass..den headed to get ourselves some good ice cream in BR..
den headed home..told kris to keep my bag first cos din wan mum to find out..notti me..hehe..she din say much wen i got bak tho she sounded angry on d fon..din have much time cos was headin to church at 6..so said goodbye kissed her n off i went..n off she went too..hehe..
BEST WAN EVA FOR ME..
THO IM STILL SINGLE BUT I WAS A HAPPY GIRL
neways it was Jason Ng la dat changed our(kris n i) day..he ajak to go watch Jumper wit him n his fellow guy frens..so i asked kris along aso la..so it was like a single days out..got ready n all..he picked us up at 8 den headed to MV..main aim was to go get my wallet cos i cudnt stop thinkin d other nite..mane tau sampai there, i saw d SHOE!!!!...totally dumped d wallet aside..best still it was half priced..asked for size..n walked it out of d store gladly wit a smily face..hehe..
den d next day was melody's open hse..
gambled there..was losing due to too much bloody laughin..hehe..den after changin place wit jeff..i like 3 blackjacks in a row..from then onwards i won bak wat i lost..hehe..
oh n bad luck struck us (kris n i) on d way sending kris bak...hehe..d car literally stopped in d middle of d road..reuben drove pass us without stoppin..*sweat* called benji to d rescue..hehe..but somehow manage to start d car n got it bak to kris place..den knocked it abit..den it started bak n ben temaned me bak..s in he drove behind me la..hehe..
dat sunday was d first time i eva played volleyball on a fake-comfy-green grass at mark's place..we din even needa wear slippers apalagi shoes..but d funny part is wen d ball goes flyin out of d court..u can c human grasshoppers..cos there were stones n all..hehe..oni fred n i were there..d other choir members din know/cudnt make it..so after dat, i rushed off to kris place for her open hse..met afew of her college mates n den d usual kaki's came..gambled till ard 11 den i had to go..
den both kris n i got d job ben suggested to us..n we both skipped classes on tuesday to get 150 bucks jus for a group discussion on gprs n wap..which i think was worth..2 hours for dat..y not..n dat went to the gardens for lunch at flyin chillies n after walkin ard for almost 2 hours, kris got a pair of shoe's she wanted n also dats wen i got another family member to add into ma guess collection..teehhee..my wallet..n wallaa..there're all together..
n now saving money to hope to get dat designer cut dress by marciano..which will match perfectly wit dat shoe...hehe..*hints to guys who wish to date me* u get me dat dress, i'll b happy to go out wit u..but no guarantees for other benefits..but it wud b great if i can get dat dress for easter.. =S
n after dat, i till today..ive been miserable yet..wat a sad ending u all must b thinkin..well not dat i wanted it to happen aso rite..studies,extra activities n personal stuff have somehow hit me hard dis time..how can someone tough like i used to, feel so vulnerable n crappy..neways..i dun wanna brag abt dat anymore..im jus gonna treat it s another pms moments...=p
so hope ya'll r happy wit d post..will maybe post during d hols again..not much goin on but skool n sleep..hehe..
take care n god bless...
p/s: jus so u know, took me almost 3 hours to finish d blog wen i suppose to b studyin for my business paper on monday..hehe..*shakes head*
Tuesday, 5 February 2008
IM still here!! =P
aint dat a cute drawing..no its not mine..ok i know u all must b wondering..wat d hell am i talkin abt..well..i've decided to finally "clear" ma study table..*tho some stuff r still at d side =p* but while i was cleaning n filing up some papers..i found ma guardian angel..THE PAPER..ok wats on d paper were somethin i was suppose to post way bak in dec..but well due to busy-ness n too much events, ive neglected it..poor paper.. =(
neways..wen i found dis piece of paper..i thought to myself..maybe its time i post abt it..ok..wat is written on d paper..i can actually count d amount of words on it..but not to worry..i will try to elaborate n make it into at least a 1 page long essay.. =P *laughs*
did u all know that human beings r categorised in 4 temperament groups?? well..not by me..but researches by researchers laa..hahah..i forgot d few names dat was given to me..oh well dat explains y i cant do stay-in-a- lab or any job dats relating to researches.. so which r u?? (dun mind if i get d spelling wrong)
definition in blue is researched..bold n italic words r d wans i am made of.. =P
definition in purple is wat dat i was told n abit of my improvising
A sanguine
The sanguine is your classic “people person.” This extraverted temperament is characterized by quick, intense, but not long-lasting responses to stimuli. As a result, the sanguine temperament is interested, lively and volatile--yet forgiving. Sanguines are characterized as having heightened senses that are socially attuned, so they tend to be animated, buoyant, high-spirited, effervescent, imaginative(if dreaming is part den yes) and optimistic. They are fun-loving and talkative, and are easily captivated by whatever is new and fashionable. Although they usually are quite comfortable taking direction as part of a group, they can also be charismatic and highly motivating leaders(dats cos i cant take orders..but oni give them). The downside to this engaging and spirited temperament is that sanguines can also be easily distracted(in class especially =P), inattentive, lacking in follow-through, superficial, faddish, and forgetful. Their sense of humor can, on occasion, get out of hand.(due to too much sad emotions inside =P )
If you are a sanguine, then you are most likely the life of the party. You are funny and relish the limelight. You are affectionate, enjoy social activities, and make friends easily.(d amount of frens n of diff groups of ages,races n sizes says it all) You are imaginative and creative, and are often the one who enthusiastically promotes new ideas on the job. People call you vivacious, generous, and light-hearted. You wear your emotions on your sleeve, but you are always quick to “forgive and forget.”( i was jus thinkin abt it abt an hour ago abt wat happen d past xmas) You are chronically late (sometimes oni la..thx to ppl who pissed me off cos they often came late in d past). As quickly as you discover a new hobby or pursuit, you can also lose interest--when it ceases to be engaging or fun.
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dun ask y dis pic..i found it under melancholic =P
A Melancholic
"To be, or not to be: that is the question…" Hamlet’s famous soliloquy typifies the melancholic temperament: thoughtful, reflective, ponderous to a fault; slow to act, yet deeply sensitiveand of noble ideals. It is said that the melancholic so longs for heaven(sometimes i wish i was there so dat i dun have to go thru d mess of life) that everything on earth falls short. His longing for the ideal can make him appear nitpicking and critical, and lack some "people sense." Of great intelligence and lofty aspirations, the melancholic can be so thoughtful and careful that he never takes a step forward! Introverted(definitely NOT!!!), dignified, and careful of speech, he may appear shy or even aloof. There can be that rare occasion, however, when the melancholic finally ventures out into a social situation, in an awkward attempt to “fit in,” he can sometimes swing to the opposite extreme of being overly loud or inordinately silly. On such occasions, the sensitive and self-critical melancholic will experience deep anxiety and a tendency to brood over mistakes.
Time alone is vital for this reflective, introspective temperament. A perfectionist(dats wat all my frens call me..but i dun think so cos i dun care much for most stuff) at home and on the job, the melancholic is likely the one with the perfectly organized closet(jus tidy it earlier =P) and kitchen, the tidy desk-top, and the painstaking attention to religious observances, sometimes to the point of scrupulosity. A melancholic longs for a deep soul mate, yet when he is around people, he often finds himself mistrustful and disappointed(always dunno y). Sensing this criticism, others will keep their distance—thus further entrenching the melancholic in his solitary life. In relationships, the melancholic tends to be slow to initiate, cautious, hyper-critical, and pessimistic--yet, once committed, they are unwaveringly loyal and self-sacrificing(too much is not good..bad effects).
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a perfectionist is all i was told.. =P n d uncle dat told me all dis said i was definitely a melancholic..y oh y..
arent they cute =) one boasting another keeping quite
A Phlegmatic
the phlegmatic temperament is characterized by a calm demeanor under all circumstances—even the most volatile—making him a perfect poker player(my expressions will reveal everythin) or diplomatic envoy! Underneath the reserved exterior is a kind and gentle heart that seeks harmony and abhors conflict(definitely not me). If you are a phlegmatic, you most likely possess a dry wit and a steady, amicable demeanor. You are dependable, polite, and even-tempered(i dunno whether all these 3 i own =P). You feel more comfortable in a small group of friends or even spending a quiet evening relaxing at home.(i enjoy them cos its easier to communicate n no needa worry who ure not layaning) You are never flashy, belligerent, or self-aggrandizing. You would rather take the blame(jus to make peace in d hse..sheeshh) (even unjustly) than stir up controversy or pick a fight. On the job, you seek neither power nor the limelight, but work steadily, patiently, and methodically. You are reliable, patient, and can work alone(how u think i survive =p), or with the most difficult of personalities. You will prefer job security, working within a structured organization(cos i had unorganized situations of orgn.cos ntg gets done), but can also be a leader of great character and service.
In relationships, you are the steady, calm, stabilizing peace-maker, reliable and of good character, you are willing to make the concessions and to stay in the background. At times, when people are being very demanding or tension is high, you find yourself withdrawing to be alone—and then you may find yourself accused of being apathetic or indifferent. As a phlegmatic, you would probably prefer that the whole dating process did not require so much effort. One lovely phlegmatic young woman joined an online dating service, only to discover that it was really just "too much work"! Nonetheless, once you are involved in a serious relationship, you will be honest and faithful, and not likely to break off an engagement or wander astray.
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a very free n easy person..a person dat has d "wateva" character..well dis kinda ppl ahh..very hard to work wit..especially wen deciding stuff..gosh..u can go nuts man..imagine u ask them wat u wanna eat..anything la..wateva la..den wen sampai d place d complain or show face la..sheshh..cant dis ppl b unwateva-ed...
fierce & fiery = flora
A Choleric
The choleric is your original "type A" personality. This temperament is characterized by quick, intense reactions to both external and internal stimuli. Reactions are sustained over time, so the choleric temperament is not only decisive, but also tenacious and driven to follow-through. The choleric is typically extraverted--which means that his energy is focused externally, actively, and socially. This temperament is characterized by determination, energy, forcefulness, confidence, intensity, and vitality.
If you are a choleric, you are a dynamic, self-motivated leader who can set your sights on a target and relentlessly pursue it until success is achieved. You are a strong-willed individual who makes decisions quickly(which sometimes will result bad =s) and decisively, and who readily and easily grasps difficult concepts and strategies. Learning comes quickly to you, and you like to take action immediately. You think logically and pragmatically, and are sometimes accused of "rolling over" people once you have set a plan in motion. You do not readily reveal deep emotions—except anger. Cholerics are often accused of being stubborn, domineering, and dictatorial. You demand loyalty(some i know r loyal but some r jus plain useless at time =P) from your friends, and thrive when you are in control.********************
a person who gives orders n is very loud wherever he/she goes..i think uncle mike jus said dat cos it resembles me..daym..dunno whether its a good thing or wat..
so wat am i..uncle mike said i was a melancholic/choleric wor...but i think im more of a sanguine/melancholic based on how many characteristics i highlighted..but melancholic n sanguine dont go together..its either melancholic/choleric or melancholic/phelgmatic or choleric/sanguine or sanguine/phelgmatic..hmmmpp...*think think think*
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*jus got another complain abt me abandoning ma blog =.=*
daym dis is so hard...
wat do u all think???
im still torn between melancholic/choleric or sanguine/choleric..n mind u if its opposite order its diff description..goshh...
neways instead of wasting time thinkin so hard..i take dis opportunity to wish all
A HAPPY PROSPEROUS,WONDERFUL,BLESSED
CHINESE NEW YEAR..
may dis year bring longevity,prosperity,wealth,health & everything good for the rat n 2008 year..FATTT AHHHH..hehehe..
dun forget to low sang high high n collect alot alot of angpau n gamble till u cant think anymore..=p oh make sure wear red underwear if wanna gamble n win big...
(superstitious of d year =P hahahahah)
p/s: apologis to all readers..will try to update weneva i can k
p/s/s: dun forget to invite for open hse..wont b openin hse dis year..but maybe jus a call over for
our own yumcha session..hehe
signed it at 10pm, signing out at 12.17am