:: the turning point ::

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

~James Morrison Broken Strings~

when something begins,
there's always its ending.
love remains
in the hearts of the faithful
love grows
in the hearts that hope
love ends
when all hope is gone
life still goes on
with that little bit of faith left
for sometimes its all a big surprise


~:: floriferous ::~
* longs for that serenade*

....

I cant believe the thoughts that are going thru my head at dis moment..the trust dat was broken..the closeness disappearing..the wanting to ask how's things is no longer there..the worry of where you are does not linger..everything seems different..im blaming it on PMS..but wat if its for real?

its sad to think that ive been lied to..
its sad to know im not able to accept d fact..
its sad tat after all i've done,sacrifice n cared was not enough..
the empitiness is jus beyond everything ive been through..
beyond the worst heartbreak
its sad dat im even sad abt it..
its Saddening..

ive placed all my trust knowing ull do the same
ive placed ur happiness ahead of my own
ive placed all ur plans ahead of mine
ive always put you first..

where did i do wrong? wat did i miss? why do i deserve dis? am i not good enuf? why?

"you've taken everyone i cared away from me"
-quote from a hallmark movie-

So Small

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

So small
by Carrie Underwood

Every challenge is designed by God to help us grow and develop. Get up and learn every time you fall. DO this and believe that God create you in his special way and you'll do well in everything
-mike lau-

I'm glad to b home but some things jus dun disappear overnight..

Precious Friendship

im suppose to b gettin ready for our Sg Long Youth camp..but i jus cant help but to blog..it totally sucks to b in dis state right now..not wen i know everythin is not ok n im leaving it all behind for 3 days..all of this wudnt have come up if i jus kept my stupid mouth shut..not oni did i cause a panic attack, i made my one n oni close fren unhappy..s crazy s we may seem, i hate to see her sad..worse if i cant do shit abt it..so much for honesty is d best policy..i jus din wan anything like "bride wars" to happen in our frenship..except d ending..but wats life without challenge ritee? i tried to keep myself s positive s i can d whole nite till i read her tru feelings on her blog..cos i know she puts her heart n soul into writting a post..i kept thinkin dat dis is blessing in disguise..dat it will strengthen our bonds..cos like i said b4 n no matter wat ppl say, my life without her, it may jus fall apart..dats how much u mean to me KRISTINE THONG MEI CHUIN..n if u din know, im willing to sacrifice my own happiness for d happiness of others..many will say im stupid but sometimes in order to receive, u gotto give..so i hope everythin will b fine on ur side..

*hearts*

The path of life is long and winding,
but this friendship will be never ending
For you my friend a precious jewel
shines in the eye of many whom you dazzle.
Challenges come and go
but whats to come we will never know
I pray to God that one day we will grasp that happiness we both have long been searching for