Saturday, 13 September 2008

Worst week of my life..

hey everyone..d oni reason im here is cos i got ntg else to do(tho i have paper on monday) n jus feel dat i needed to let it out here..as you all know, trials began dis week..n hell was it torturous..having to rmbr wat u studied n write it all out in 3 hours long paper every single day for 4 days straight...it jus kills ur brain cells..ur mood n everything else ard u..=p

so anyhow..was looking forward to friday cos i din have to worry on any hard core papers n get a hella good rest n jus hang out wit frens at nite..it was all goin well till d sun wen down..like seriously, bad karma after sun down? my mum was even in a good mood to bring me to starbucks eventho i end up paying for my iced caramel machiato but jus spending dat time talkin wit mum abt how d muffin taste so good n all..hack she even got me a whole set of dat aloe vera face product from body shop..i guess she knew d exams were gettin to me n decided to gimme a break..hahaha..

but everything turned ard once we got out of jusco..first i got a call from kris askin me if thilip called..i said no..den i told her ill call her bak in a while..den she called me bak even b4 i reached home..n told me dat d guys were having a drink at station 1..but s soon s i was abt to bathe d plan was cancelled cos they had to go bak for dinner..i dunno y i got frustrated n all..told them to come later at nite but kon had plans alredi..so jus decided to follow mum to church to help her arrange flowers..

s i was arranging d flowers in church, got a msg from thilip saying dat they're goin to sg long again..i dunno y but i knew dat kon wud b forcing himself to b there or somethin..i mean i din realli care at dat time whether i had a good nite out or not..aledi lost hope tryin to b happy..so jus said ok n will meet them once im done..

finishing d flowers i arranged jus put d smile bak on my face..so was kinda anxious to meet them n was kinda rushing my mum to finish up..n den on d way bak..saw uncle mike n aunti hoay ling standin next to their cars(wira n naza ria)..so stopped to c whether they needed any assistance lor..i mean i was suppose to meet them at 10.30 but arent we raised up to help ur fellow brothers n sisters in christ..no?

so helped sent aunti's mother,daughter,granfather n maid bak lor..den after sendin them home..got a call from aunti saying some idiotic driver jus smashed into their other car(naza ria) n jus went off..so had to they needed us to get petrol for d wira..to c if that was d problem..n i tot of asking my brother a favor, my mum told me to cancel my plans..like wth rite? was jus not fated to meet them la maybe..

bought petrol n headed bak to d scene n boy was d naza in bad shape..uncle eric was alredi there callin his workshop guy for a tow truck..so jus stayed there till d tow truck towed both cars away lor..spent my time by d roadside instead..

its not dat i din wanna help..i wanted to..but i din expect a blind n prolly drunken driver wudve cos another accident..if oni i had pictures..i mean d car literally moved another 10 feet from its actual position..n he even cud roll bak down d hill in a semi circle n land his bak tyre in between d divider n manage to get it out n drove off wit his exzos pipe dragging on d road..like i said..he's either drunk or jus lost his mind..

anyhow..i felt realli sorry for uncle mike n aunti hoay ling s much s guilty for not being able to meet up with my frens..especially wen kon was suppose to b at a bbq party..

d nite din end there..i came home..feeling numb dat even wen my mum asked whether i wanted to eat..i said no eventho i oni had coffee n half a muffin at 6..came on9..frustrated n angry n even kris cudnt stand it n left..n after dat i cudnt sleep n cant stop thinkin n decided to do wat everyone told me not to..i cudnt hold it in anymore..but somehow i din realli explain properly n s expected i got an answer dat was wat i knew i was gonna get..

i dunno wat is it dat guys wan sometimes..some cannot b too strong if not they feel vulnerable n shit..cant b too soft, cant b too dis n dat..n they say girls r complicated..sheeshh..

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anyhow was tagged by manda also..
the rule of the game is to list 15 weird habits/things/little known facts bout myself.. Then to tag 10 other people..

  1. i can jus lie on d sofabed n watch tv all day..
  2. i still sleep wit my baby pillow..=)
  3. i like buying d same type of clothes in diff colors..if shoes i like were cheaper i wud aso =P
  4. i cant stand seeing my dirty car n used to wash it everyday
  5. wen im tensed, i go get myself a cup of iced caramel macchiato or jus drive like a crazy horse..
  6. i like eating sushi n other jap food but i dun like eating d soup they serve in sets..
  7. n like amanda, ive dreamt n imagined how my wedding wud b like but it will b at a high cost..
  8. i do fall for guys easily n often find myself confessing to them first..i mean wats wrong wit dat??wat happened to honesty is d best policy.. sheeshh..
  9. i oni wear bootcut styled jeans..dun ask me y..
  10. i oni eat fillet o fish n spicy chicken mc deluxe burgers wen im at mcd..
  11. i like eating but dun like to gain weight..hate d thought of not able to wear my clothes n spend on new ones dat r not d same..=p
  12. i somehow prefer smaller handbags to bigger ones..tho i may like some big ones but i still find myself using d smaller ones..
  13. i have a thing for papers, paper bags n wrapping papers..they cannot b crumpled wen i wanna use it or ill b very upset..ppl say i have OCD.. =S
  14. i like clubbing not cos of d booze but d music..haha..(dats y i oni went once)
  15. i oni use the first perfume i got on special occasions n hopes it'll neva finish..or ill have to buy a new bottle..i got it wen i was in form 2/3.. =p
who am i suppose to tag if manda tagged everyone i used to tag?? neways i hereby tag...
  • kristine thong
  • jason ng
  • mark(if u haven do d tag u have to now)
  • freddie-time to get a blog
  • glynn wong
  • whoeva who wans to do dis tag.. =p

Tuesday, 26 August 2008

Awaiting 4 Love

Day after day, archaeologist all over the world discover somethin new..dinasour bones, pharoah's tomb n many other urban legends and artifacts..

but sometimes trying so hard will not bring you wat u're looking for..somehow dat saying also applies to love..if you keep finding it, it will not come..n den u start askin will anyone ever fall in love wit u..but if jus wait patiently, sooner or later someone will come..it will always come wen u least expect it..right??
so today as usual picked mum up from train station and after dat we went to pasar malam..since no one else was coming bak for dinner..so went to eat pan mee..n after dat mum wanted to get some fruits and vege..yes she's a concern eater..n while she was choosing papaya's i saw bunches of pulasan on dat "tray"? n since it was in season, they're selling at a cheap price..mum din allow to get 4kg which was oni 10 bucks..so we got like 3 bucks of it..
no dats not worth 3 bucks..jus a picture..

so feeling happy i brought d bundles of fruits bak to d car..n d next thing u know, we end up walkin to mums fav fruit stall.."her best fren"..n we saw MORE pulasans..but we were lookin at grapes and other fruits..den d guy keep sayin d pulasan suppose to eat wit seed n all..so we were amazeed n bought another 5 bucks worth of it..which is another 2 kg..so after dat came home n started eating it..

i cudnt wait to eat d Twined-looking pulasan..jus cause it was bigger..teehhee..n to my surprise, dis was wat i got out of it...

A HEART!!

yes its real..c it even have curves..
its not an illusion!!

i wonder if its a sign...hmppphhh..
neways dis is wat i was tryin to say..something comes wen u least expect it..was feeling all miserable thru out d day n c wat came to me =) i mean how can u not have a smile on ur face after gettin somethin so amazing..im gonna keep it n treasure it..hopefully it doesnt rot la ah... =( dat wud mean my heart is rotting too....dat wud suck..neways jus another post for me..hope u guys are as fascinated s i am..dun believe can always come by n check it out for urself..hehe..

dats all from me now..

*sings*
Love is in the air..na na na na na..
Love is in the air..oooooo


Monday, 25 August 2008

A lil bit more of me

Hey everyone..yes im here again..hehe..i got tagged by Amanda(my godsis)..so since i had some free time..so decided to jus give u something to read..hehe..

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?

my fav canteen fried popiah's..i can get THREE wit a buck..teehee

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Driving my EG-5 with my closies n goin crazy wit songs

3. What kind of news do you read?
Fashion,Sports,Entertainment,Current Issues n anythin im interested to read

4. What would you give up in return
to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
My baggy clothes?


5. Is there someone in your heart right now?

maybe?? Dunno..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
You kidding me..we live in a world where ntg comes free ok..
except maybe SOME things like..
L is for d way u look at me..O is for d only one I see..ok..u get my point..

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my mum =)
&
FAMILY which consist of many many close frens..

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Lying on Redang beach..=(


9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No not wen rejection is at its highest level..
Used to but neva worked out well..

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Amanda Janelle Quah Yu Li
  • Smart
  • Talented
  • Tall

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

ALL d 5 C's..hehe..not so materialistic ok..
Nothing else but LOVE,Understanding,Educated,Sporting
anything dat is suitable and is a plus im happy.

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?

Break anyone of my frens or my heart =p

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
No not realli..
maybe myself during exams cos im not freakin preparing for it..


14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

dat i have to go wit manda's answer too..
Baskin Robbins Ice Cream baby..=P

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?

well if im not rich i can still b happy..
but if im happy i dun necessarily need to b rich..
but if im rich IM HAPPY TOO..hehe..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

my laziness..

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My Best Friend Kristine? My Godsista's?
My Trusty Emo Clan n Da Friends FAMILY..

i can share with them abt anything n everything under d sky
cos they are always there for me....


18. Name one song and why.

Nickelback's Far Away
i jus love how d song goes..the guitar, the lyrics, the memories..
all time fav..


19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Err..my driving..=p


20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?

Get myself a few pairs of Jimmy Choo's
A Vera Wang dress
A fabuloso car..
a custommized special edition of Honda Civic
A house definitely
Travel all over d world
N
SHOPPPP!!!!

n i hereby TAG Kristine Thong,Tasya, Glynn Wong,
Allen Kon,Dom Wong,Melody n Steph if u do drop by..=p
Freddie if u wish to start a blog..

ok i gotto get bak to studyin a bit more..n sleep..i HOPE..

Monday, 11 August 2008

artsy fartsy me

hey all..its been almost 2 months since i updated..so sorry ya'll..well lets recall wats been happening d past months..well basically was gettin my arts project done as well as doin SOME revision..=p in between had some LONELY moments n also stressfull moments handlin ppl in my life..not dat i asked for it..sometimes they jus happen to b in ur life..
so neways..one of d weekends there was a pizza frenzy in d hse..bro even woke up earli to do it..i was s usual d late comer but d most helpful one..hehe..helped him make d dough ROUND n not some other shapes..cos he tends to run out of patience..but it all turned out well in d end..=p

d preview b4 gettin into d oven..dis was our (my mum n i) masterpiece..

c how round n even it is..hehe..talk abt perfection ppl..

AND...






tadaaaaaa...


out it came from d oven into d microwave to keep it warm..
dat ended up giving to bro's gf..sighh..
wudve tasted nice..cos everythin is in it..hehe

after dat it was jus my bro n i workin on d pizza making table..=p so wen u have someone who doesnt care of perfection but care for d taste n one who cares for both..dis is wat u get...

HAWAIIAN CHICKEN

i dunno y d pic turned out dis angle..weird..

a squarish sized with alligned mushroom on d side n loaads of cheese in d centre..can c d buldge in d centre dat rose..oh n dats my mums hand..she wanted some credit for making it..padahal she jus took it out from d oven oni..=.=

so dat was one weekend..den errmm..one weekend which was manda's,glynn's,lis' n d rest of d colony's confirmation..s usual..d whole preparation n excitement for dat event..c'ing d gals in their pretty dresses n all..reminded me of my confirmation..its been 2 years..=/ it felt s tho i was gettin confirmed again..sleepin early..wakin up earli to get ready..hehe..except d part where i did d flower bouquets..dat was tiring but had self satisfaction seeing d result of it..=)^d semangat family


den at night was manda's hse warming..it was flooded wit relatives n frens..there was ppl everywhere..every corner of d hse..hehe..fred n i were in charge of present..hehe..more info in manda's blog http://crazylaughing-manda.blogspot.com/

it was a hactic,fun,crazy weekend..

so d rest of my time i spent most on painting my final pieces..

(went off to finish up pasting stuff n took pics to put here.n also cos i wont b gettin anythin bak from darn Majlis Peperiksaan Malaysia..darn..so gonna keep pics s memories)

so well started in april which was a month behind other skools..so ya..so now its 90% done..another 10% is d last few pics of evidence n binding d whole thing up..so here r some pics..do lemme know wat u think..feel free..ill let d pics do d talking..











n finally..d board piece...


spent d whole friday on dis board n after dat a massive headache..

but enjoyed d rush for a movie after dat wit kris..

watched 21..

its hella show..d way they had a counting system for cards..love it man..easy n fast money..hehe..i din know they act had a loss prevention organization in Vegas to catch such ppl..haha..but its a good lesson learnt from dat show..neva misuse ur talents god gave u n neva let ppl make use of ur talents..they will get d profit while u slog for them..

n dis weekend was kinda relaxed/fun/rested-pain/confusing one..

gotto spend time wit frens i hardly get to meet them for 2 nights in a row..=P

but den kena scolding aso laa..from mum..lolz..dats cos d last time we met was last christmas MUM..i din answer her la..as always ill jus keep quiet..cos i was too in pain to say anything..slept prac d whole day today..n i mean it..woke up totally at 6pm..hehe..

n now here i am bloggin n feel its daym earli altho its aledi 11.30..so dats all from me now..

take care n god bless..

floriferous out~


Friday, 27 June 2008

COMPLETE~!!




Here I am, Oh God


I bring this sacrifice


my open heart


I offer up my life.


I look to You, Lord


Your love that never ends


Restores me again


So I lift my eyes to you, Lord


In Your strength will I break through, Lord


Touch me now, let your love fall down on me


I know your love dispels all my fears.


Through the storm I will hold on Lord


And by faith I will walk on, Lord


Then I'll see beyond my Calvary one day


And I will be complete


in You.



sorry yall for not updating(especially kris who requested an update)..been bz since 2nd week of holiday..plus d condemness of d router led to laziness to connect directly to d modem..dats cos to use to d luxury of wireless..hehe..also been spendin alot of time in skool doin misc stuff..n finally im almost at d end of my art folio..but dis last few pages of painting is gonna b hell la..after almost completing one page on thurs, feel like ive accomplished alot padahal still got 3 more pages to go..haha..

neways dis song has been in my head since we started practicing it again last week..we sang it for a wedding last year..n everyone had goosebumps wen dis song was sung..neways..d reason i feel so much for dis song is cos i know i can neva be complete without d BIG BOSS up there..

having brought up in a catholic church, we are suppose to believe dat everything happens in our life is His will..so yea..theres no such thing s coincidence or accidents..if u are meant to meet wit someone at a particular time n place is meant to happen..OR if something good/bad happens,it has its reasons behind it..tho some may argue abt dis but dats wat I believe n wats been instilled in me since young..

so neways..dis song aso made me realised something else..i know im not suppose to relate church songs to personal stuff but i cant help but think abt it..so yea..i have to say im incomplete without dat someone ard..jus being ard s a fren..not oni has dat someone been on my mind for d past weeks..but aso after hearin dis song, he being bz somehow led me into pure loneliness.. emotions got worst after d youth gatherin n talk yest on girl boy rship..how a good frenship can lead to a successful romance..oh well..wat to do..jus wait lor..oni time will tell..

enuf of me..jus wanted to share dis meaningful n nice song wit ya'll..hope u all will like it eventho u're not a church goin person..enjoy d melodious tune n singing..not easy to pull it off..hehe..

so do take care n hope to update soon..

~floriferous OUT~

ps: laptop is down..using dad's one now..sighss..