The weekend after exams...

hi there again..i realised im bloggin pretty regular dis days adi..hehe..payback for all neglection of me to dis blog...

*went off to set up and decorate xmas tree and dance prac*
after 10 hours later

on saturday went for shoppin and hang out time wit d god-siblings (fred,manda n sherie)..headed over to Damansara area..at first we suppose to go 1U first den said wanted to go IKEA first to get presents..so headed to Ikea first n wen we reached there, we were gettin realli fickle on where to go first..1minute ikea 1minute 1u..so its like back n forth askin where to go first..so decided on 1u..made a turn n headed out from Ikea area..got on to d highway n made d u turn..not being observant on d road, i happily too d turnin bak into mutiara damansara which is ikea side..so tried to come out from there but cudnt..so decided to jus stay ard there..went to find parkin in ikea..n guess wat, its daym full..so went round n round..finally we say a family walkin bak to their car, having some courtesy to ask does result a good ending..so we followed dat family n i quickly put my signal cos there's another car in front of me..d other car tot cud get d parkin but too bad..we asked n booked aledi..hehe..here's d funny part..s i was jus reversin to straighten my car, 2 cars from outta no where,came rushin in n tot of gettin my space..but sorry la too slow..hehehe..ppl goes crazy wen it comes to parkin..seriously..

d 3 of us walking ard while waitin for sherie..

so we went walkin in ikea first but came out not long after cos it was so crowded..headed over to the curve to do some happier shoppin cos amanda was yawning away while in ikea..hehe..it was kinda sad to find out dat they din have Guess outlet..cos i tot of finding d shoe i spoke abt in d previous post..so oh well..fred manage to get his black shirt n manda her starbucks to keep her awake..lolz..

after dat we headed over to IKANO..n we saw carolers gettin ready to sing..fred was excited..s always..so went to popular to get manda a story book n den headed bak down to hear them sing..it was ok la..ntg dat fantastic..i quote freddie "ours still beta"..after their performance, fred wen up to d guitarist to ask where were they from..after he answer SFX, fred said he's from HFC..d guys Ohhh-ed in a very long way...s in like those "i know you guys are good" oh's..hehe

so neways..after dat headed to Padini concept store where i found a nice pair of black shoes..n it was 1/3 of d guess shoe's price..everyone said ok n agreed its nice..so dats my xmas shoe..shall jus hope now d guess shoe doesnt go out of size n hopefully can get wen i start workin..=/

~will upload more pics taken from fred's fon..~

waited for bro n oi leng to meet up for dinner..while waiting we were laughin our lungs off on how manda explain abt her sister performin on sunday..gosh..dat laugh cause me stomach muscle cramp..haha..

headed to Ikea's dining area where their Swedish meatballs are like killers..hmmm yummm..d queue was exceptionally long due to d weekend crowd..undstandable..neways to cut short, we ate and den headed to Ikea store to get xmas presents..not gonna mention much but we were laughin non stop la k..until d counter we were still laughin..gosh..

headed to marks place after dat to surprise celine..d clown(mark) said they'd b back ard 9+/10 so we arrived at 9.45 n he said he's still in subang..=/ so waited for almost an hour plus till they we run n hide..instead of hiding in d original place planned, we hid in d guest room..hehe..jus to spend everyone..n finally we came out n sang d happy birthday song..celine looked kinda shocked la cos she din expect anythin but a twilight book..hahaha..neways happy birthday celine..

SUNDAY

Went for mass as usual..bkfs wit parents..den rest awhile(30 mins) b4 headed out to Bangsar Village 2 for caroling..dat day was jus a casual dresscode..neways reached there almost an hour earli..so had starbucks n jus selected d songs we were gonna sing..at 2 we went to our venue which was d kids sport centre..sang pretty well..abit of mistakes here n there but cudnt realli notice unless u're a musician inclined person..hehe..

after dat we jus walked ard n ended up in MPH waiting for fred to finish his interview wit his candidate..(fred is a head hunter) lolz..wan a job lemme know..

headed home for awhile to get changed n packed for vball..its been 2 months since i touched d ball man..hands aso softened alredi..so it was okla..got ready for prac..had a great meal..n off for prac..

after months of not practicing, i jus felt kinda excited for some reason..sherie was setting up her cam for picture taking session..so manda n i became her models..haha..end up camwhoring while waitin for prac to start..goddess,3some and 4some..

n once d singin started..i was jus smiling all d way cos everyone sounded so nice n coordinated..jude(pianist) was on fire man..o holy night was so nice dat my hair stood..=/

fred lookin stoned..=p

the two dat is always ready for camera..

during picture taking..jus cudnt stop laughin thanks to reuben who kept focusing on d lil boy who was counting n shakin his butt..gosh..cudnt even get a nice pic of me out of d lot..sighh.

continued prac until 10.45..n den it was "dat's a wrap"..but dat wasnt d wrap of d weekend cos today(monday) is a public holiday and for me another day of holiday..hehe..will continue once i have d pics of today(monday)...

take care and god bless..have a nice week ahead..

A day full of uncertainty

well i woke up dis morning totally stoned n got ready to follow mum n sis down to town..cos i knew i was gonna drive mum and aunt to gleneagles medical centre..thinkin dat we could safe petrol, we drove down oni one car.. so happily i wore my so called comfy covered wedges instead of my i-can-walk-all-day long clocks..

after droppin sis, mum told me dat her prof was in town n she'd need d car bak..den i went silent..cos i knew i was gonna have to take public transport to get home..but mum gave a good solution, she suggested i walked ard or go watch a movie n den follow her bak..den, it struck me dat kris had class n wud finish in d evening..so msged her ask her if i cud follow her if i went to mv..she said ok..*thumbsup*

den went to have bkfs n fetched aunt and grandma after dat..she wanted to follow cos i dunno wat was her reason..neways..mum said she was gettin very excited over trivial things but she miss out d detail of being over worried..so ya..imagine d scene of me driving n have another instructor behind wen there's one in front alredi..yahh..

neways..we reached d dr's clinic quite earli n there were alredi patients waiting..=S waited for quite awhile b4 aunt entered..AWHILE..den had to wait more to get an Xray done..n den wait some more for d Xray to process..n WAIT for them to get another consultation from dr abt d results..oh n WAITED for prescriptions at d pharmacy..so there was a whole lot of waiting la huh..until i was bored to my brains..9-2..dats like 5 hours wei..doing ntg but walkin ard..

after dat i decided to walk ard klcc b4 i headed to mv..did some price surveyin on make up stuff..since im fascinated wit d colors n all..especially d limited product from Dior..=/

dun u jus love d colors in dat pallete..?? =)

dis is a limited xmas edition finishing powder..

neways also checked out shoes..d designer shoe by Marciano was daym cun..i wudve paid it straight but i wont have any cash left after dat..hahaha..cos i had exact amount of cash for dat shoe..so neways, headed to Mv after dat..

main thing i needed to get were lights for my xmas tree cos i know somehow a set wont light up wen i check it..so jus wanted to b prepared..but sadly they used up all d red lights for their deco..so i jus bought a box of clear lights..jus in case..n a roll of pretty ribbon only due to low budget..hahha..

after dat was time to see some shoes..one had d size but d color din suit me..d other din have size..so i tot jus wait for tom..was a bit time constrained bcos i was suppose to meet kris at 6..so did a quick check n the sizes din fit..so made my way slowly bak to d station wit a few stops into d stores here n there..=p cos i still had time..den i recieve a msg dat kris finished class 45 mins earlier..crap..runnnnn!! yeah n mind u my feet were killin me d..some more speed walkin din help..

so to prevent kris from waitin long, i speed up n headed to her col..sampai there i cudnt get her..i knew her batt or somethin was out..true enuf..n wen she finally came down, i was kinda limping d..hahaha..but had to suck it in la..no pain no gain..

but d worst part was wen she n kitts decided to go to mv..at dat point i jus wanted to faint..hahaa..i saw dat coming wen she msged me she wanted to lepak..so ya..neways we headed to the Gardens/Mv..dis time in a car..hahaha..

went to c if there was size for d shoe i saw earlier in gardens..n there was..new some more..=/

altho it may seem something similar to my sis shoe..
besides d cheetah print, its diff..d strap d heel..d design..
n dis is d oni nice black strap shoe i found so far
dat i like n is in my budget..
im still contemplating on whether to get it or not s i type..=/

after dat we went to find somethin to eat cos the two were hungry..i jus felt more pain n kept thinkin of d shoe all d way la..so much so dat i din have appetite to eat..hahaha..after dat we jus walked ard, finding xmas stuff...jus randomly walkin ard while i try to find a pair of decent slippers..was so close to buyin a crocs ok..they're comfortable..=/ but too expensive..checked Ipanema..my thing for gold was too expensive for a pair of slippers..so end up in radioactive wen i was at d verge of giving up..n found a nice n reasonable priced pair of purple sandals..n thank god d guy was nice enuf to layan n bring me each size one by one..=)

after dat i was a happy lil gal..hehe..

after dat we headed for ice cream..kris reminded me to belanja her..so i offered BR n she wanted Mcd..it was a sign la..seriously..went to BR, i ordered my normal Jamoca Almond Fudge,kris had Peanut Butter something n Kitts Rum Raisin since i said d non fat choc wan is not nice..=p initially i wanted to spend Kitts s well..but somehow d bill came out 39 bucks..i was shocked at first..but he had d bigger note so he paid first n i paid him bak..

oh in between dat whole BR process, i got a msg sayin dat my job next week was cancelled..i was like SHIT..now underbudget..daym..den i thought there goes my shoe or somethin else from my xmas list...sighhh

so neways..s we walked out n tried to take pics of kris wit all 3 cones in her hand..somethin struck me n realised d ice cream was overcharged...so i asked kitts to pass me d receipt..n true enuf..d lady punched an extra cone..so we headed bak to d store..n told d gal..so she asked her so called supervisor to handle d situation..(caution: vulgarity in use)

i politely told d guy dat d gal punch extra in our bill..so he recounted n d bill was oni 29.30 n d fella had d guts to say, makna awak kena bayar RM10 kepada saya la..at dat time i jus felt like smashing d whole cone of ice cream into his bloody shitty lookin face n jus ask for a whole refund ok..first, ur staff is not trained properly to double check d bill..next u accuse a customer for ur fucking mistake..n u s a supervisor dun even know wat d fuck ure talkin..clearly he cud see which receipt was d wan given to us n d wan he reprinted..Kitts crumpled it n put it in his pocket so meanin d newly print n crumpled paper could b differentiate..den he kept insisting dat we owed him money..according to kris my face jus turned a whole 180 n dat d guy shrunk..so neways its not dat im calculative for d 10 bucks but its customers right to b charged accordingly..dats it..so wen he finally realised dat it was his mistake, he gave 10 bucks straight..

a lesson to b learnt, dun mess wit a gal who is tired n is in pain..

so after dat we jus slowly enjoyed our ice cream n den continued searchin for kris bro's shirt..ntg met her expectations..so we decided to head home..n dats how i spent my first day of holiday..hahaha..

Freedom..FREEdom..FREEDOM..

lolz..yes ppl.. finally finished my 1 and d half years torture of pre-u in high skool..well besides d frens i made, i jus wanted to get it over n done wit..n now its OVER.. it ended well..last paper was macroeconomy and i wud say d best paper among all..seriously..y cant the other papers be like dat..sheeshh..

neways now dat its over, cant wait to get xmas preps going...to start off, cleaned d grills n changed d curtains..put my shoes bak into their respective boxes..its been lying ard for month,jus too lazy to put them away..=/ and now they're clean n bak nicely..

after that, i jus laid ard waitin for time to pass n head out for movie..Twilight..d movie everyone talkin abt, supposed to b my bday movie dis year but sadly it had to wait till tonite..so suppose to go wit my juniors n kris..but end up jus me n kris..lolz..

so after dinner, fetched her n got our tickets..n we had a whole lot of laughin abt her being funny like barney..i cudnt stop laughin..besides d fact dat im happy, i think she jus drives me insane..hahaha...there was a point she was messing ard wit her left leg..OMG..i jus cudnt tahan..i asked her to walk away from me n me tryin to get a grib..gosh..kristine..stop being so BARNEY can ah...ohh n guess wat, d next thing i saw was a poster of a movie called LARNEY AND ME(i think)...neways i jus burst out in tears laughin la k..until we walked in d cinema..gosh..

well from at d beginning we were complainin abt how hideous Edward looks..d whole whitish face n d eye liner..jus made him look not dat attractive..den as it goes along, we found dat he act looked quite nice..like wth right..maybe it was his actions dat make him more Awwww-ing..but seriously i think its hard to find a normal guy wit half his character..he is jus d vampire version of prince charming..seriously..d words he say, d things he'd do, d way he treats a lady..guys shud learn from dis movie..i end up cryin at certain parts not cos d scene was sad or anythin but jus d emotions within me..d feelin of neva being able to feel such love n all..d feeling of loneliness..envious of Bella who gets such a lucky guy..boy..it breaks my heart..in spanish they say "se rompe mi corazón para ver si así lo".

sighh...

neways after d movie, my feet n hands jus cudnt wait to feel d speed..i dunno y..adrenaline?? oh well..got stuck in carpark jam..can u believe it..pffftt..so wind down d window n we jus started blastin songs..n wonderin wen i shud install d woofer into d car since bro is not using it anymore..hehe..i had d idea of jus honkin all d way but din dare..later ppl start comin out from d cars n bashin me..beta not..so we jus ROLLED our way down d car park..yes..we pushed d car from inside..it was moving DAT SLOW..hahahah..

den after d parking lot, kris tot she say one of juniors wen i jus swift pass him..so i slowed down for him to pass us..but daym, he drives like a typical P..freakin slow ok..c c it wasnt him..wth..hahaha..den off i go n stoppin at almost every traffic light we went thru...seriously..

n now here i am announcing my FREEDOM..hahaha..i wish movies can cost much lesser tho..tom off to clinic wit mum n aunt..2nd day job = driver..=P lucky thing i like driving ok..

so to all STPM frens..Felicidades .. lo hicimos!!! Congratulations!! we did it...now lets partayy...

365 days ago

ok i know im not suppose to b bloggin at dis point of time due to exams..but im jus bored ok..i cant study cos not realli in a good condition..so therefore im lyin on my bed in front of my laptop lookin thru pictures dat is exactly a year old..it realli brings bak memories..how close i were wit peps who i oni knew thru another fren..s i posted last year, it was one of d best bday tridium or shud i say quadrium...

from d 28th till d 1st of dec..those 4 days were one of my happiest days..i enjoyed every moment, altho hectic but fun..from seeing d sunset up in d sky to over lookin d city at nite..


from watchin enchanted to preparing dinner..having dinner n jus hangin out..


n d best part is dat i made it to Live n Loud..thanks to Jason Soon who was so kind to gimme one of his passes..n mind u i oni knew him for a few months..where can find so kind ppl nowadays..neways d others aso manage to get passes n we had d concert of our lives..it was moments of shoutin out wit shaggy till lying dead for whitney to come on stage..hehe..


jus thinkin back makes me miss those moments..hack i even miss my hair n skin tone jus by lookin thru d pics..(so bimbotic) but i think i look beta last year den now..i shud stop payin so much money for a haircut..seriously..hehe


neways, today i sit here in front of my laptop, eagerly waitin for my fren Kristine to get bak from China n ntg else..u hear me kris i miss u..n im announcing it publicly.!!!! =P hahaha..hope she's not sneezing over there..=/


im not expecting much dis year..since i still have papers next week..pffftt...i shudntve mentioned dat my bday always falls on a holiday..cos within d past 3 years..i celebrated it twice during exams periods...sucks..k i guess dats all from me dis time..gonna knock out soon..=/ wat a non productive day...c u all soon..

6 more days to FREEDOM!!! =)

When hope is gone..

i dunno whether is it jus me or its jus part of life...but i always wonder why do i have to so often feel my hopes have to always end up crushed?? i mean am i askin too much jus to be happy?? i mean wtf? like rejection is not good enuf now i can even hope for somethin??

i admit i haven been all dat good but wat abt d lil good ive done? dont i deserve a lil compassion?? wat have i done to deserve such ill treatment? s much as i know i have expensive taste but i dun usually get wat i wat..cos u know y..cos im not all dat lucky to recieve a box of somethin i want or like to open..d oni way is freakin work for it..y does it have to b so hard? WHY??
now i cant even concentrate on somethin without thinkin abt..knowing dat i will neva have d fucking chance to even b happy..ppl can say theres others who are suffering more than i am..but i dun fucking give a fuck..i have my share of hardships i dun need to bear more hardships of others...

i wud trade anything jus to b happy right now..sighhh...

if there was something i wish i had..that something would be happiness..happiness that will surpass this sorrow and emptiness..if only this day would end..i wouldnt have to shed more tears than i already have..for these tears can only mean sadness at this point of time..if i could change how i feel now i would..but there is jus no strength left..none to even wipe these tears of mine..if tomorrow would come earlier..this misery may end sooner..soon enough to take these crushed hopes adrift..but that tomorrow may take neither hours,nor days for YOU will always be there in the corner of my mind and it will remain s long s u r around..like it has always been the past years..

as i mentioned before...
to be JOINT FOREVER in LOVE is life changing..
but since it neva happened and i doubt it will happen in d future, therefore i will not have or may neva have dat life changing experience..

but seriously..like who am i kidding?? seriously!!! comparing wit someone like her...now i think i shud jus slap my head..maybe its jus another test huh..its always a test..

so that people is how i end my somewhat happening October month...


~floriferous out~
*Missing you by First Lady plays in d background*
how nice jus d song i need..